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♥♥♥ This Is Me ♥♥♥
♥♥♥ Friday, April 8, 2011♥♥♥
another QUAKE at JAPAN?!
OMGOSHHHH!!! seriously y is mother earth punishing japan
when they didn't even do anything wrong?!
haihs...
lets put our hearts together n pray for japan!
and of cuz the everyone to be safe!
the fact tat Japanese has been suffering
from the sudden earthquakes, tsunami n nuclear crisis,
it reli shows tat how valuable our lives are...
many have been swept away during the tsunami..
only a little amount of survivors...
but even if their stil alive,
they stil hav to face the fact tat they hav juz
lost their homes, families n frens =(
it makes me value my family n frens even more..
cuz..
the future is sooo unpredictable tat i might juz loose them
during the very next second~
walked away ♥Friday, April 08, 2011
♥♥♥ Wednesday, April 6, 2011♥♥♥
walked away ♥Wednesday, April 06, 2011
♥♥♥ Tuesday, April 5, 2011♥♥♥
虽然心里难受;但还要努力地笑~
不管心里有多难受,
在你们眼前,
我还会把笑容,
永远,永远地挂在脸上。
这几天发生了不少不开心的事,
但,
为了不要让家人和朋友们担心,
我还是坚强地绽放出微笑 ♥
今天突然听到两首歌:
-我爱他
-朋友们都结婚去了
使到了我,
不知不觉地想起了你 ♥
泪也不尽从我眼中留了下来...
歌词在我脑里反复地出现,
关于你的每一幕也渐渐地出现,
我也只能淡淡的微笑起来~
安慰着自己,
总有一天,
他就会失去伤害我的机会了。
最近和父母吵架,
但,
我还感受到他们的关怀。
所以,
尽量在这几天,
少和他们讲几句话,
避免与他们发生更大的纠纷。
发现了他们不信任我,
心里觉得很失望,
也在想办法让他们对我有信心。
嗨...
“笑一笑没烦恼。”
这句话还真有意思,
虽然有些虚幻的感觉。
就让我笑一笑,
把烦恼通通都忘掉!
=目
walked away ♥Tuesday, April 05, 2011
♥♥♥ Saturday, April 2, 2011♥♥♥
有些东西,是时候放手,就该放!
自己也不清楚何时喜欢上他,
但,
我只能眼睁睁地看着,
他与他深爱着的女友过着幸福美满的日子...
这样一过,
就已经 1 年 2 个月 30 天了。
每天晚上,
临睡前,
我都会去想他值得我这样继续默默地暗恋吗?
就这样反复的想,
知道自己睡为止,
那个答案还是一个问号...
在这 1 年 2 个月 30 天里,
他曾有过好几个女朋友;
每一次他和一个女生在一起,
我都会折磨自己好几天,
同时也祝福他们可以天长地久~
自己因他而流了几公升的眼泪,
我也不知~
知道我暗恋他的人都会劝我把放了他;
我也试过无数次地把他忘掉,
每天逼自己做东西,
不要给自己有时间去想他的余地;
甚至骗自己已经把他忘了,
还说自己已经喜欢别人了;
但,
我还是无法把他忘掉,
反而对他的感情好像变得更深~
可是当昨天早上
我得知他与我的朋友在一起时,
我整个人就犹如一个得了最后一期癌症的病人一样,
生不如死。
外表装做一脸不在乎的样子,
心里却不断的流着血...
我想了一整天...
终于也想通了“有些东西,是时候放手,就该放。,”
这句话的意思了。
所以,
从这一秒起,
我会努力地把他放下;
不再因他而伤心;
不再因他而流泪;
不再因他而折磨自己;
重新振作起来;
把该放下的东西,放下!
加油吧!
Charmiane, 你可以的!
世上还有很多比他更好的男人!
比他更值得去爱!
walked away ♥Saturday, April 02, 2011
♥♥♥ ♥♥♥
This is the first time i wrote lyrics.. though i'm not done wif its melody~ hehe
i noe is not tat gud n cn be improved but since it described my feelings,
so i post tis on my blog...
Song Title: Flaming arrows to my heart
Verse1
The tears filling my eyes
Dripping onto my not so fair skin
I thought tears are salty
but why my heart only tastes the bitterness
Verse2
Every time I think of you
There’s always a flaming arrow aiming
at my all so broken heart
why is it that you can only hurt me
chorus
the million pieces of my heart
it’s still deadly in love with you
but you keep on hurting me
you’re just a flaming arrow
aiming to my insane heart
and every time I think of you
the arrow will just shoot to my heart
without a warning
verse3
the 1 true thing that comes from you
is the tears that I’ve been crying out
my eyes are so close to be blind
and yet you’re the only guy in it
bridge (i cant decide which of it to be its bridge, help me decide!)
1.I’m tired of this pain
So please stop shooting flaming arrows at me
Oh… please
Just 1 look into my eyes and
All there’s left is an enchanted fairytale~
2. All alone in my room
Thinking of you
Even though I know
it will kill me someday
3.my hair in a mess
the effects of you in my mind
isn’t it obvious
that I’m madly in love with you?
walked away ♥Saturday, April 02, 2011
♥♥♥ Thursday, September 9, 2010♥♥♥
hapi hapi day~ =)
slept till 11am!
hehe~
go bath~ B)
thn eat 2 toast bread wif butter~
yummy! yummy! =DDD
after tat drank milo n watch dvd~
yipee! xDDDD
3 p.m
pause dvd~
on computer~ x)
go fb, youtube n ply game~
recently ply a lot of games
n vry little fb~
PLAY! PLAY! PLAY!
thn go youtube listen song~
n i ended up singing along~
SING! SING! SING!
4p.m.
computer log off~
T^T
go room play guitar~
PLAY! SING! PLAY! SING!
fun! fun! fun!
XPPPPPPPPPPP
after tat i did sth
i can't belive
i would actually do it-
watch ben 10 wif aaron~
x)
funny isn't it?
normally i would rather die
thn to watch ben 10~
ltr darran came back from tution~
thn of cuz the house
become a whole lot noisy~ ><
walked away ♥Thursday, September 09, 2010
♥♥♥ Monday, September 6, 2010♥♥♥
我现在越来越觉得,
你再也不是当初我所认识的你..
我总觉得,
我们的感情渐渐地疏远了~
最近我一直觉得,
你对我的态度是
忽热忽冷的~
以前我们之间是没有任何的秘密,
可是现在..
虽然我还是有跟你分享我的秘密,
可是那还有用吗?
因为我发现你,
你对我隐瞒了很多的秘密..
虽然,我是没有权利知道你的每件事~
可是,
你也应该顾虑我的感受啊!
平时,只要有机会,
我都会与你分享美好的事物,
但,你却没有..
我知道,你是有权利选折要不要和我分享~
可是,好姐妹之间,
不是应该一起分享喜事吗?
我也发现,你总喜欢,
跟着我所做的东西,
而且跟了后,你会把那件是做得比我好,
还去炫耀~
我并不介意你学我做东西,
可是也得要有个限度吧!
我发现,你最近好像学坏了~
不懂是受到朋友的影响
还是因为从小到大被父母宠坏了?
我还搞不清楚,
我们当初是怎样做朋友的呢?
好啦~
我现在完全没有心情再写下去了~
BB~ =<
walked away ♥Monday, September 06, 2010
♥♥♥ Saturday, July 10, 2010♥♥♥
2day at skul got debate competition~ i reach there a bit late~ ><" but me n eie kie ended up playing guitar, while the rest of them get ready 4 the comepetition~ eie kie started playing a few chords~ thn after tat we started singing love story by taylor swift wif eie kie playing the guitar~ the last song tat we sang was baby by justin bieber~ thn after tat eie kie asked me to play the guitar~ since i'ne oni started taking guitar class last tue, so i had some prob when pressing chords~ thn she gave up on teaching me... lol~ thn we went n watch the competition~ lol~ thn wat had happened after tat? i'm to lazy to type~ xP
walked away ♥Saturday, July 10, 2010
♥♥♥ Sunday, July 19, 2009♥♥♥
I'm SO SO SO sad! Because every Sunday I'll wake up late, then mommy will complain. Today I set the alarm for 8.30am, but could not wake up, instead ii woke mommy up. Then 9.30am I woke up which is much better than usual, then I went to bath and dry my hair without mommy telling me to do it. After doing all that mommy scolded me instead of having a smile on her face that I hope for! She said that my 8.30am alarm woke her up just now, from her voice I know that mommy was still angry that yesterday I used the computer until midnight before letting her use, usually when I do not get to do something that can be done tomorrow she'll say that I could do it tomorrow why do you have to do it today? This morning she said yesterday so late then only you let me use then I have to sleep late, I'm not like you can sleep late wake up early! But if mommy wanted to use the computer, mommy can use it today after bringing me to Sungai Wang is not like we're gonna be there the whole day..... Mommy was already at yesterday,
nobody talks to me! Haiz...... After bringing Darran to tution
then
I come back and rest for a while
and started doing some homework-.- Now I could finally rest my hand, but nobody is at home
except for Darran and a maid with me. When I talk to my maid is
really chicken and duck talk; when I talked to Darran, we will end fighting for the whole night=.= Oh well.... Have to get ready for next weeksexam.
walked away ♥Thursday, June 18, 2009
♥♥♥ Friday, June 12, 2009♥♥♥
I am soooooo happy! I finally get to watch Hannah Montana The Movie... It was so nice... At first it was very funny, after that a little romance, then very touching scenes, last but not least... A HAPPY ending! For Taylor Swift fans, Taylor Swift is guest staring in Hannah Montana The Movie, she will be singing Crazier! I really recommend you all who are reading my blog to watch if you haven't! Watch in Golden Screen Cinema (GSC) you can get 20% off when you buy the soundtrack!
But you have to keep
the ticket...
walked away ♥Friday, June 12, 2009
♥♥♥ Tuesday, June 9, 2009♥♥♥
Today mommy came back and told me a funny story. Today at the hotel,
a couple of westerners ran out of their room
and said that there was a alligator in their room!
The funny thing was that it was a lizard! I have to say even a baby alligator
is bigger than a lizard as far as I know. After hearing this, it kinda make sense to me,
'cause they come from a place that have four seasons,